“It does not take much strength to do things, but it requires a great deal of strength to decide what to do.” –Elbert Hubbard
God gives us the Holy Spirit so that we discern which direction we ought to go in those times we really don’t know. You are not alone. God is your “Counselor” so that through prayer and meditation He leads you. I’ve learned that it’s helpful to act as if you’ve made your decision already to then see how you feel. Do you have peace about it? If not then this may be an indicator that it’s not the right decision. Follow the peace.
Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus (Philippians 4:6-7, NLT).